I Can't Decide
If you have recently found out that you are pregnant and find yourself feeling upset and shocked, confused, even depressed, you are not crazy. Having a baby is arguably the most emotionally powerful experience a person can have. And, being forced to confront this type of life-changing event is a lot different than planning for it.
If you need help, the best thing to do is talk to a professional IAC counselor. They have a lot of experience dealing with traumatic situations. If nothing else, they will help you to feel better no matter which option you decide on.
You may also look at profiles of adopting families. There are a lot of families in the United States who would love to adopt a baby. A lot of times, these people are unable to have children themselves, but it is their dream to become parents.
Another option would be to visit the Support page of the I Heart Adoption website. On the support page, you will find books and links to blogs and other resources to help you make a healthy plan for your future.